May we could start again.

It breaks my heart that you don’t smile anymore,
I’m dying to help you heal but you won’t unlock your door,
You say it takes time, but you don’t have to spend it alone.

You’re stuck in the memory that you desperately to rewind,
You’re too busy looking back, won’t you make another try,
Now your trust is gone, but you won’t find it again on your own.

So don’t go telling me it’s too late to start,
You’re still holding a broken heart,
But if you let me in,
Baby, you can start again. 

And don’t go telling me there’s no second chance,
You’ll understand when you take my hand,
Baby let me in,
I promise we will start again.

Trying to get to you so I make this promises,
I swear they are unbreakable, but your still just hearing hiss,
She won’t let you go ’til you decided you want to be free.

You’re haunted by yesterday and still sore from the fall,
All you need is to whitewash this old walls,
Paint something new, if you let yourself listen to me.

So don’t go telling me it’s too late to start,
You’re still holding a broken heart,
But if you let me in,
Baby, you can start again. 

Don’t give up yet, I won’t let you close the curtain too soon,
We can reset, you can take the leap and let me show you,
You just gotta make the choice.

We love , we lose, and you think that the best defence is distance,
You know, what now, put it on the mute so you can listen,
But there’s a way out of here, just follow my voice..

What is love?

Love. A feeling that is so complicated yet so so beautiful. It's like having cotton candy while you're flying where you feel like everything moves around you and your other half. Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. But for now, for me that is, there are other things to worry and think about than love. Love can wait. And love shall wait. 

Lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by

It's so fast, it's so soon. Leaving on a jetplane to pursue my dreams. Leaving my loves ones. Leaving a life that I've come accustom to.